Dang, I think I'm just at a low right now. In the week I rarely pick up a guitar for weeks now. Although, I had a rhythm I like that's been recorded already. I bought some VST effects to bring the band on to the PC too. It doesn't get me on to make the song out of it I have in mind. Actually, I barely do anything useful musically right now. At this low point even bought a guitar. Gratefully it is a Standard and I didn't do any stupid. I really hope it all lifts me to another level as you describe.